Malevolence came into the picture a few years later. For months, Alex had pestered Charlie to give him a shot, having feverishly followed the band’s progress on the local gig scene.
“I eventually wore him down,” Alex says. “I turned up to that first practice, they asked what I knew the words to, and we jammed Despised Icon with me making noises which I thought were the words. And I was shit! I was absolutely terrible. After a few weeks, they were like, ‘Well, we haven’t got anyone else and this kid wants it, so we’ll take him on.’ I played my first-ever show with them at 16 supporting Hatebreed at Sheffield Corporation, and the rest is history.”
That history is now well documented. Behind the scenes, though, there were other struggles: dropping out of uni, taking on shitty jobs to make ends meet, redundancies, and crippling self-doubts about whether music was the right path or not. “I wasn’t in a great place mentally,” the frontman admits of those low points. It was only the love and support of his family that helped him through.
“I’m very fortunate they’ve always been on my side and rooting for me the whole time,” he beams, “especially throughout my musical career.”
Eventually, Alex settled in working security for Showsec, progressing through the ranks while building everything around Malevolence’s slow-but-steady rise. It’s a busman’s holiday of a job that puts him in harm’s way in order to protect others, but it’s a responsibility he loves and takes great satisfaction from. Over the years, he’s seen some sights and witnessed the worst in people, though.
“I’ve had my fair share of drama and being put on my arse!” he laughs. “I’ve also had a few awkward incidents. I was working a local metal show when a fight broke out on the dancefloor. So, I’ve gone in and dragged the guy outside, only to realise that he’s wearing a Malevolence shirt.
“We saw each other at another show, and we shook hands. He was drunk and he knew he was being a bit of a dick. At the time, he was screaming in my face, ‘I fucking believed in you, you’re my favourite band!’ But it’s all good now.”
It’s also the kind of work where no two days on the job are the same. Some days you’re on the red carpet leading the high-pressure security detail at the MTV Awards in Germany, another you’re on the opening grid of the Formula 1 Grand Prix. Rewarding as he finds it all when everything goes well, every single 14-to-16-hour shift is rife with volatility. Violence; overdoses; medical incidents; the Malevolence frontman has seen it all.
“At a festival recently, there was this 16-year-old kid who was drunk, holding a smoke grenade in his mouth when it blew up,” Alex recalls. “He was a mess. Having to go into the crowd, to find this kid, he was just… fucked, I don’t know how else to put it. Serious injuries. Some of the things I’ve dealt with over the years will stay with me forever. It scars you.”