How does this feeling compare to the first time you released a debut album with Courage My Love?
Phoenix Arn-Horn: “It’s cool getting to have a second chance at it, because not everyone gets to do that. This time around, we were a lot more intentional with things, and we had the chance to do it on our own terms.”
Mercedes Arn-Horn: “We had full creative control, and I feel so much more connected to it because of that. It is a good representation of who Phoenix and I are as artists. It does, in a lot of ways, feel like what it should have been the first time around.”
How did the concept of When A Flower Doesn’t Grow present itself to you, before translating into a fully-fledged record?
Mercedes: “The overall concept came to me when I was going through a really intense change in my life. I had been questioning my sexuality and a lot of facets of my life, ending a long-term relationship that I’d been in for 10 years and coming out of the closet. I was doing a lot of research online, trying to find answers, and this quote somehow came to me.
“It really stuck with me, because it summed up what I was going through at the time, but also the story of Phoenix and I as artists. When you realise that you are in an environment that is stifling you, the only way that you can continue to grow is if you leave that environment and really find yourself. It gave me a lot of hope, actually, because it was this moment of clarity.”
If the album covers that whole journey, what stage of the process were you trying to convey through the stillness of the artwork?
Phoenix: “Visually, that’s the best representation of feeling stifled by your environment, maybe something’s holding you back. That image of the flower being crushed, the fist is preventing it from being its natural self. We were trying to show that feeling of being held back or held down. The hand is actually my dad’s – he’s the only person I know that has really big hands. I’m like, ‘Dad, can you crush this bouquet?’”